Unannounced Challenge

 I was moving on. Something held me back again. A glimpse of the past mishappening showed up. I expected it to appear but not so soon. It again refreshed all my pains, struggles, tears and triggered my insecurities. Sadly, as always I wasn't prepared to face it or tackle it. So, what's next??

I want to hide myself from the world and enter into a new mindset. I will create a mindset, a dream, a mission so big and strong that nothing would be able to shake me. Today, I am letting go of all my being. I will rise up and it is inevitable. All I need is ME. I have crossed all stages of fear, failure and regret. Nothing is left to acknowledge and deal with. This transition will definitely not be easy. Every step will be full of pain and heartbreaking emotions, but I will do it. 

This journey requires me to let go all my pains, regrets and forget about the opinions of people around me. I choose to put myself first. I will not get influenced by anyone's life, dreams, achievements and failures. I will only concentrate on myself. From today, this world will be oblivion to me. I will choose my people, and I will assume the responsibility of taking care of them without being affected even by their opinions about my success and failure. 

I will create a stable peaceful yet competitive environment in my brain. I choose to compete with myself. I have decided to take back the control of my life.