Mixed Up

 Mixed Up ... A mix up of all the thoughts that could ever happen in mind. Why it happens that you forget the reason behind all the efforts and hard work you are doing?? Why a small event triggers huge disappointment and disbelief in you?? Okay, I agree that nothing seems great today. Everything is shaking and you are trying to hold on to everything. Anyone suggests you something and you try that out but no results. Effort after effort gives failure after failure. So, what now?? Is this the end? Are you ready to stop working again? Do you want to stop building again? Obviously not. I will get up and start from scratch again. Someone around me is famous, someone is intelligent, someone is hardworking and someone is an excellent manager but you know what?? No one is YOU. Don't let yourself betray you by becoming someone else. Now, the question comes what's so unique about you? Lets answer this honestly today.

I am not the greatest of all time or the smartest of all seasons, I am a sweet simple girl trying to rebuild herself and challenging the existing restrictions around me. I am not strongest of all but I am getting up every single morning even after failing every evening. I am not the richest but I am understanding how to earn and make life better. I am not the most beautiful girl but I am trying to take care of my body. I am not the most disciplined but I am trying to measure my progress. I am not something that everyone admires or aspires but I am someone who is loved by her dear ones. I am a messed up silly girl who loves dearly, dreams big and wants good for people and TO BE HONEST, It's enough that "I am me" instead of pretending to be someone that even I don't want to be. 

I am not chasing perfection, I am aspiring to unlock my true potential because I know I can do better and no matter what comes my way, how long it takes and how hard I break but I will stand and fight till I achieve the version of "ME" that I aimed.